It’s better. It’s getting better. I’ve been stewing in the tragedy of unmet expectations. Not getting a contract I was *so sure!* I would be awarded. Ohohoh painful.
I love life and its lessons. This is a fine line for me and one that’s not working the way it should I think. I visualize and outpicture the result I want and then I become securely attached to that outcome. I don’t know how to let go and let spirit with enough skill so that I can deal with what happens without so much effect.
I am grateful to be in awareness. Even when it hurts.
I am grateful for new work coming in from other clients. I am grateful for possibilities of more. I am grateful that my neighbor is willing to shift our deal from trade to part trade/part cash for a job I’m doing for him.
I’m grateful for the generosity of others. I am grateful for support even when I’m nuts and distracted and depressed.
I’m grateful for my daily yoga practice and the ease with which my body moves.
I am grateful for my kid in my life.
I am grateful for my meetings.
I am grateful to be alive sober healthy aware and committed to kindness, even to myself!